Which is precisely what I'm scared of. The things I do to my body are terrible.

Last night was awful. I felt so nauseous, I couldn't stop throwing up. My parents were pretty freaked out. And now I'm stuck at home. I'm pretty positive- in fact, I know- it was something mental manifested into something physical. Because, honestly, I really don't appreciate my own feelings. Not at all. But the physical stuff? I can take that like a pro.

Myspace sucks.

Comments? I need some friends on this God-forsaken thing.

I am so tired.

But I can't let myself fall asleep. Have you ever felt that way?